Cosmos, Reality, Transcendence~

What is in the symbol? The "Mobius" represents infinity; no beginning~no ending. Why do I wear it? As I sat this morning rummaging through the sordid memories of my life avoiding what I should be doing, I kept coming back to this one simple thought. Nothing matters and it all matters. This is the craziness of the the mobius- its 2 dimensional form in a four dimensional world. As I sit listening to music this morning I can't help but think about all the things I consider to be important and how in the bigger picture how really unimportant they really are. I wake in the mornings letting my inner demons run my chaotic life- rather then peacefully strolling in this incredible journey we get to be on. How is it to be oh so human in a world full of two dimension thinking. Good/Bad...Right/Wrong...Black/White...oh to broaden my horizons, to expand my thinking into the cosmos...and still I struggle with daily traffic and thoughts of what my role is in this sometimes fucked-up world. How do I transcend out of the ordinary into the extraordinary- to attract likeness and well-being. I know there is more to this game then flesh and bones...that something deeper struggles to break free to the surface of reality or what I perceive to be reality. Maybe my only role is to just be...to bring about peace is to walk in peace in my own awareness of love, light, and joy and that is four dimensional believing.